First BLOG of the day

My first BLOG. Don't mind me for being crappy. Monday, supposed to be the new day.... I am supposed to feel refreshed and energetic. But yet throughout the whole morning I was sleeping in classs....very energetic indeed..... But at least the bad incidents and worries of the past one week is over. I completed the freaking lesson plans "arrowed" to me by my Boss in camp (Pooi!!!!). Managed to clear up my room for disposal (what the heck am i talking???) Managed to perform my songs on saturday at UAN without much problems (Thank God for that!)

Anyway, last saturday was one of the happiest days in my life. I could feel that I have a sense of purpose and belonging. Seems like after such a long time of wandering and seeking, I finally found a place where I can call my "second home" away from home in UAN. Here, the people are so friendly and I can really be myself. The crappy and talkative Melrichard that everyone knows. Anyway, the singers were great and I could tell everyone put in alot of effort in the performance. I believe that we can do much better if we more time to prepare though..... Mama G is really capable in being able to organise this event. Hope to be as capable as her one day. :)

Kangrui, Sally, Xuanwei, Esther, Xavier and Anne are great singers. Look forward to future performances with them. Guess what? I sang "Can You Feel The Love Tonight" by Elton John. How i wish so much that "she" was there.... But even if "She" was there to watch me perform, so what? Can she feel it? I seriously doubt so. At the most, she'll only say my singing is good.... Ahhh....screw it....why the heck should i care abt someone who don't even half appreciate the things I have done for her? Probably, I am now at the back of her head or I don't even exist at all. This is so crappy. No sense pining for her or crying over her.... Is that the ultimate fate of all "nice" guys like girls that they can't get? Friends, I leave it to you to answer that.....

I'll not bother about that for now. Let's see what will happen in days to come. I got new goals at hand, new objectives to fufill, new people to know (ahem!).....hahahaha!!!! Alliance Audition coming up this saturday. I'll make sure I ACE it!!!! Whoever who are viewing this now, take care and God Bless....